Dove Stone reservoir
At home in the top garden
Sometime in 2019. There is a wooden owl for company and the spot is decorated by all the rocks I brought home from mountain hikes.
Last of the last. Carol was like no other. I miss the brains, the knowledge, the humour, the infuriating, the trivial, the obsessions, the boring, the passion, the loving.
Carol used to say that she loved me even when she was asleep and now I know that is true.
There is no closure, it does not end. It dims a bit and then grabs your heart and twists when you least expect.
Now everyone dreams of love lasting and trueBruce Springsteen – If I Should Fall Behind
Oh but you and I know what this world can do
So let’s make our steps clear that the other may see
And I’ll wait for you, and if I should fall behind wait for me